I said the thing but the thing was in code.
And she spoke of the janitor.
What is there and what will come later.

There is a clock but that doesn't count.
There are people in her pictures but who gives a fuck.
There are these things but other things intrude.

O, sure, explain how it works.
But we've had it with white noise.
This is only what a signal would have had you think.

—Dennis Phillips, Displacement, from Arena

 

B took my hand and we closed
our eyes    jumped in shiny black waters
of slimy skulls and jiggity neon trash where god
had allegedly died millions of Them and by then
my hair was orange as once when I was
 compared to crossing
in the sonic space it was yet
a land "all animals are dinosaurs
now" that's what he implied why he
took me to the jungle he knew J and I
were going to Africa
we had been
to Africa
we were going
B,

What are your thoughts on Africa? "I wanted to sound
like a baby dinosaur" frozen electric bells
hem around the edges as I walk
through the atmosphere of
my own mind created by The Interpreter
of these things these absolute hairers
  to me and I wonder
if to others if one can see
at all the complex liars "getting what I want
makes me sick" foreign to this
'democratic feeling' if
everyone's poet   buyer  of the new world
everyone a technician of praise everyone
a natural propagandist everyone prefering blind powers
and illusion carefully considered environments everyone
to suit everyone's
dreams they will make a democratic poetry
  white hot as white jazz

  Wonder    that I process these requests
that to be  just remember in time, by the metronome
   of this writing it wasn't until twenty-six
they taught me to write a 'proper sentence'
   A proper sentence

before sentence was knarled as things from the sea
a great wave     everything     wronged by a
wild mind and a mine and a mime and a mine
   high mute speaker as a non-native
to the day and the motions that make people
each time  reach fingers out to write    learn
  how to speak    through    high mute speaker       s
face painted with greasy
white death      all

alive in the January light

 

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What happens when they let the dinosaurs loose
in Africa all the poor darlings I've
loved we will all end in Africa
  go through
in the maze I'm belting a frank hiccup
B crawls under a disney snakepit and I dry cry
theatrically trying to remember my nature
B gets past the cryogenics he knows
there's no points anymore he knows
if he eats someone's head lights won't blink
anymore to egg him on     J is repeating something
fey over a distant car radio but the subtitles are
people can die now again
they can really die so B walks on the
piano

and goes where the air is sweet



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Why do the dinosaurs that fly
have to vomit upon entire cities
no one is quite sure
they old new animals   are yet invisible
non-natives          speakers
and will all end in Africa



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At first I thought the sound
was the birds    B
made with his mechanical mouth
flew      into the silver maw
fuck the birds
they're just dinosaurs
  anyway      your great
grandfather once said   "no, it isn't the birds
a bird can’t express the troubled fever
of a lagoon   or the urge to murder
someone that oppresses us every moment"

they bird aye dinosaur

that's what makes the baby
dinosaurs so fresh



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I fled
J put his hand through the ribcage
of a bulleting bimbo    and ate up
  Phase 2
they sell little bags
of acid green liquid
to relieve the bloody thirst

dinosaurs in deep cover
on the sweating streets
of Africa

 

 

* After Brian Howe's HEDGE MAZE, after Lorca, after Tujiko Noriko's Ending Kiss

 



allyssa wolf
from Introduction to Death*